Do not consider myself a sadist... but dramatic deaths in stories make me swoon?

As stated in the question, I do not consider myself to be a sadist of any kind. That said, I get a little swoony over attractive male characters dying dramatically, e.g., Will Turner in "Pirates of the Caribbean," Enjolras in "Les Miserables," etc. (I have a thing for guys fainting, too, but I guess that's only marginally related.) Do any other ladies know where I'm coming from?